Tuesday, July 27, 2010

trippin, slippin, stumbletumblin

this, just this :)

Friday, July 23, 2010

my love for you is better than diamonds

to you, everything i bestow...


also, just the quickest of posts before i'm off to love the sunshine:


just posted here: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6169009/1/

a love triangle of different angles.

Monday, July 19, 2010

and i cannot guess what we'll discover

when we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels. but I know our filthy hands can wash one another’s, and not one speck will remain...

i like holding hands in the dark.

palm pressed to palm.

down between our sides, no one can see

no one knows but us.

no one knows



and you could hold my hand like that for days, and it still wouldn't be enough.

you talk with your hands like we do, forever, and ever and i'd never have to miss you...

i made so many wishes on so many stars this weekend. that's one bonus to that small little town, in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by dark. all those stars. the stars don't shine like that here.

oh what a world, what a world, we live in such a wonderful world.

a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere...

Thursday, July 15, 2010

is your bed made?

is your sweater on?


amongst many great things (many great things, and places, and times, and people) i received a package in my email box that i want to share. because i can't not. because it's AMAZING. <3333

links can be found over there on the right :)

i was only allowed by blogspot to make 10 pages, and since there were 12 gifts in the giftbox, i've used betti's lyrics in a side bar. and have placed maylin's story along the bottom - which also means i get to look at that image and think of that beautiful scene, as often as i'd like. which is... a LOT.

i love them ALL and am so so sooooo thankful to ALL OF YOU!

the cupcakes and crossbones, the visuals and all the sweet words, the cd, DARK PPSSESSION CHAPTER 8!!, the goodies, the lavenderpurple scarf i'm wearing to work today, the awesome o/s still to come,

And this!!!

so so so much love. thank you guys. i love you.

Monday, July 12, 2010

fuck you kitty

you're gonna spend the night

back from the weekend time-away and i'm sunburned so pink it HURTS!!

my brother has lost it. like, no longer swims at the deep end of the pool, lost it.

i haven't cried about it yet. i feel like it's coming. like i feel the need/drive/want/instinct to mourn him. like things are never going to be the same. like he's never going to be David again.

but i can't.

because when i think about it, i just get so angry.

people around me go crazy. consistently.


in other news ~

i'm glad to be back home again, i missed ziggy terribly!! it's good to be back on my own bed, cuddling with the little buffalo <3

and i have today off and get to spend the entire time lounging in the a.c., annointing myself with aloe vera, and working on my OJward entry. i forgot how much fun PWPs can be to write! fun just for the sake of dirty, dirty fun :)